Baby I saw you
When you weren't mine
Saw you for who you were
Then we dated after while

It wasn't perfect from the start
Nah shit was fucked up
I fooled around made some mistakes
That shit was fucked up

Never meant to hurt no one
But who'd believe me?
Pulled on all your strings
I guess I couldn't see it
Nothing mattered more to me
Than me, myself and I
Thought I did it all for you
But put myself first all the time

I was young and dumb
Didn't know much about life
I'm sorry for the times that I've stabbed you with a knife

I was young and dumb
Boy I just wanted to have fun
Sorry babe for all the fucked up things I've done

Can't believe some things I've done
Now that I know better
Can't relate to my old self just wanna forget her

Memories keep coming back
Fuck anxiety
Though I did this to myself
Thanks old me

Didn't feel bad for the things I did
Nah I just cut instead
Every time I got anxiety I bled